tebghe mamool baz be hade jonon residam omadam inja nemidonam che hesi daram alan faghat delam mikhad ye harfi zade basham na ba kasi ba hameye alam chera dorost nemishe hichi sakhte tahamole inhame gham baram man hamishe khodamo rahat mikardam chizi ke ye kkocholo ham asabam o khord mikard khodamo khalas mikardam vali alan hame chi ba hame nemmishe azash raha shod .... bazi vaghta fekr mikonam kojaye rahe zendegimo kaj raftam ke enghadr akhlagham bad shod ki eshtebah kard khoda? mamanam? babam? kiiiii ??? khodaaaaam?

midoni moshkele man chiye vaghti ouj migiram too harjayi mesle deltangi mesle eshgh mesle doost dashtan jayi ke bayad forod biyam nemiyam ye jaye dige sar o kalam peyda mishe mesle ye eshghe dige ye doost dashtane dige mesle ye del tangiye dige bad hameye ina ba ham ghathi mishe oonvaght mishe alane man mage mishe yeki enghadr khastani bashe akhe ???? akhe taghsire man nist moshkel az delame ye chizayi be delam mishine oon vaght oon chizaye jadid delatangiye ghabliyo doost dashtane ghabliyo mahv mikone midonam harki in note o bekhone nemifahme chi migam chon khodamam nemidoonam chi daram migam

nemidonam chera fekr mikonam hameye ina zire sare khode khodas chera vaghti ye etefaghe khoob miofte nemigan khodet kardi khodet khasti ke in etefagh oftad hame migan khoda khaste vali ye etefaghe bad ke miofte masalan ye kare badi ke mikone hich kas nemige khoda khste hatman ke in kare bad o kardi huuuuun???

are midonam daram daram dombale moghaser migardam vali mesle inke nemishe intori javab nemide...

hamishe be nazanin hasodim mishod chon kheyli khob ehsasesho minevesh vali man aslan balad nistam benevisam baraye hamjinam inja minevisam ke hich ashnayi nabine maskharam kone beehem bekhande...

man taze emshab fahmidam rast migan vaghti migan hich adami avaz nemishe man vaghan avaz nashodam nashodam hameye akhlaghayi ke halam azashoon beham mikhore darooname bahashon shekl gereftam o bozorg shodam bad say mikonam nazaram ina roshd konan ghayemeshon mikonam vali bazi vaghta mesle emshab yehoo khodeshono part mikonan biroon bad eyne ye bache ke be mamanesh zaboon derazi mikone vaghti ye kare bad mikone behem zaboon derazi mikonan o migan didi badbakht ma hanoozam hastim hamishe o hame ja to hich gohiyam nemitooni bokhori

ey babaaaaa shabe ajibiye delam gerefte az khodam badam miyam vali doost daram hame chiye emshabo yani miparastameshon

didi man hichvaght avaz nemisham hamishe hamin goham khak too saram

shab bekheyr ta bishtar az in gand nazadam be shakhsiya.....te khodam